Showing posts with label Rachel Van Dyken. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Rachel Van Dyken. Show all posts

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Excerpt: Taming Wilde {Waltzing with the Wallflower #3} - Rachel Van Dyken & Leah Sanders


Lady Maddox cocked an eyebrow and regarded Colin. “Wilde, it sounds suspiciously like you have been reading my husband’s private journal. Tell me you aren’t following in Anthony’s ghastly footsteps.”

Anthony turned crimson.

Lady Maddox giggled. “Oh, yes. I’ve read it. Truly a work of art, darling. Ever think of having it published?”

“Please tell me you did not just admit to reading that piece of—”

“Fine literature,” Lady Maddox finished. “And to be precise, Cordelia and I happened upon it. Quite interesting. I had no idea it was possible for a woman to—”

“Stop.” Anthony held up his hand and looked helplessly around the room. “We are not discussing what is past. We are discussing Wilde’s current path of self-destruction! Look at him!” Anthony pointed. Lady Maddox offered Colin a sympathetic smile and turned back to her husband.

“He is drinking coffee, my dear. He seems fine.” She patted Anthony on the hand and sighed. “Besides, before we were married, every article of clothing in your possession was black or gray. Perhaps he is taking after your impeccable sense of style, hmm?”

Colin laughed at Anthony’s irritated expression. Couldn’t really argue that point, considering Colin was only mimicking Anthony’s own good taste. He leaned forward and drummed his fingers against the table.

“Fine.” Anthony exhaled. “But truly, I wrote those journals when I was but a lad of one-and-twenty. Rules have, er… changed.”

“Have they?” Colin and Lady Maddox asked in unison.

“Of course.” Anthony stared into his coffee.

“And how, my dear, would you know this?” Lady Maddox asked, crossing her arms.

“My dear, up until last year I was…”

“Whoring around,” Colin finished for him. “Yes, we know. Now, will you help me or not? I mean to make certain my name is on the lips of as many women as possible. After all, does not your journal discuss the importance of keeping several mistresses at once?” He left out the part about Gemma’s face last night and how her expression had finally pushed him to desperation. He’d hurt her just like she’d hurt him. Funnily enough, those brief few seconds when their eyes had met, he hadn’t felt a thing. Not a blasted thing. He was finally numb. He’d looked into her eyes and his heart actually seemed to stop beating. He’d finally gone too far. If turning into a rake kept his heart in the same condition as it had felt in those brief minutes, then he would do it and never look back. It hurt too blasted much to continue on in this way. To continue living a life without Gemma in it.

Anthony choked on his coffee. “Apologies, memory’s quite fuzzy on that one.”

“Indeed,” Lady Maddox added. “Shall I leave you to your plans then, gentlemen?”

Colin nodded. “That would be best. After all, your husband has to polish me into the worst sort of rake the ton has ever seen.”

“God help us all,” Anthony muttered.

“Well, if last night was any indication,” Lady Maddox sighed, “you are halfway there. Good luck with your debauchery, gentlemen. I shall pray for your success.”

Anthony cursed. “My dear, that is blasphemous!”

“So is keeping a journal of your rakish escapades in the same location as your Bible, love.”

Colin burst into laughter. “And the point goes to your wife.”

“I—” Anthony grunted. “My dear, if you will excuse us, it seems I have my work cut out for me.”

“Absolutely.” She grinned and quit the room.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Author Spotlight: Rachel Van Dyken

We'd like to congratulate Rachel Van Dyken on her recent success! We're very happy to have her as part of the Astraea Press family and look forward to whatever her future holds in store for her!



Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Three Truth's and a Lie with Rachel Van Dyken

Our very own Rachel Van Dyken joins us today :) Lets see if you can guess her lie :)


My great grandmother was an Indian princess

I met Howard Schultz the owner and CEO of Starbucks downtown Seattle in pikes place market and gave him a high five

Even though I grew up on a farm I can't drive a stick shift

I tried out for a part in twilight before the books were very big and thought hmm thus movie seems ok I guess I mean vampires? Really? The part was for Rosalie



Wednesday, September 5, 2012

What's New?

Whispered Music by Rachel Van Dyken
Book 2 in the London Fairy Tales series
$2.99

Blurb: He wasn’t looking for a savior…

Scarred at a young age, Dominique Maksylov, Royal Prince of Russia, has lived a reclusive life. As a musical prodigy, his music has wide reach into the world, but few ever see his face. He never ventures into polite society, but when he discovers he is the only heir to the Earldom of Harriss, he goes to one ball. And that one ball, was enough to change the direction of his life forever.

But how could he possibly have known that other person— the other half of his whole—would not only need his help but threaten his very existence?

She didn’t know how hard it would be to love the broken.

Isabelle Hartwell’s mother just sold her to the Beast of Russia. He’s mean, temperamental, and the most virile, handsome man she has ever encountered. But he has a secret, one he’s willing to die for and he refuses to let anyone in. Will she be able to reach his heart before it’s too late?

Find out if love prevails in this regency retelling of how Beauty tamed the savage Beast…


Prologue

“Hands at this angle young master.” Mr. Field was always careful in his scoldings, and for that young Dominique was grateful. He had heard whisperings that not all music teachers were as kind as Mr. Field.
A prodigy—the name hovered over him like a blazing sign. At eleven, even his boyish mind knew that life would never be simple. When other little boys were outside running and playing in the streams, Dominique was in the great practice room tapping away at the ivory.
Music was to Dominique what breathing was to everyone else. He wasn’t able to quit the melodies pounding through his head—through his dreams. Often, he would sneak down to the practice room in the middle of the night because his fingers itched so heavily to touch the keys of his favorite instrument. If the music was not played, sleep would not come.
The crescendos, the notes—everything had always existed in his mind. The major scale of beautiful notes descended upon him in times of great happiness, the minor scales—the scales of sharps and flats—often during times of danger. His teacher, Mr. Field, said it was a gift, that all prodigies had a sixth sense. Dominique, however, felt different, too different to play with others his own age. So he poured himself into music as much as he could to his mother’s utter delight, for she was always doting on him, telling him that one day he would be a great master and that people from all over the world would pay to hear his gift.
His father, the Royal Prince Maksylov, thought music was only for the weak-minded, and often told young Dominique that unless he grew strong in physical build and learned how to play with others, nobody would ever follow him. That he, as a musician, could never lead.
And so Dominique led the life of being pulled by two parents: one in the direction of the piano room, and the other to the outside light. Both directions held certain feelings of excitement and fear, for Dominique hated to fail at anything and often found it frustrating to have to concentrate on more than one task at a time.
A certain evening, after his parents had gotten in another fight over his musical education, Dominique had snuck into bed careful not to let any of the servants see the pooling of tears around his eyes. He cried, not for himself, but the love lost, for it seemed both parents never saw him as the boy he was, only what they wanted him to be.
After the servants had gone to bed, a slow haunting melody began burning in the back of Dominique’s mind. Closing his eyes against the onslaught of music, he put the pillow over his head. But the music would not quit. Minor chords filled with dread and pain drifted in and out of his mind until he thought he would go mad. Finally, unable to keep his body from moving, his fingers carefully started playing the melody in the air, imagining the pianos keys underneath his finger tips as he played the song that would not leave him.
The song progressed; it became more and more angry. The hair on Dominique’s arms stood on end. Surely he would die this way! The music was finally coming for him! There was no other option in his mind. He had always thought about how he would die. There was nothing simple about dying for any prodigy. For a musician, there was always music. Always a benediction telling the sad tale of a person’s life which had gone unlived.
With a squeal, Dominique ran downstairs to the practice room. If he was to die, he needed to be next to the music; the only hope, it seemed, was to play that song and pray it never return to his head.
He threw open the doors to the practice room just in time to see his father pull back the trigger of a pistol and his mother fall to the ground in a bloody heap. Then, his father turned hate-filled eyes toward Dominique. With sickening fear, he noticed his teacher, Mr. Field, also lying on the floor, dead, just behind the couch. His soulless stare went right past him and his coloring was a grayish white.
“What are you about, boy?”
“Papa!” Dominique froze in place. “Papa, you hurt Mama! What have you done? You—you beast!”
“Beast?” His father laughed, madness etched across his face. He took a stumble to the side-board and poured himself more brandy, not sure at all on his feet as he took a seat on the sofa, his booted foot only inches from Mr. Field’s outstretched hand. “I give your mother everything! I give you everything and she repays me with betrayal!”
His voice shook the walls in the room and suddenly Dominique knew where the music had come from. Just as his teacher had said, it had come from within. He had sensed the danger, and the music once silent as he entered the room came back full force as his father trained his eyes on him.
Blood still dripped from the prince’s hands as he smiled and threw the glass of brandy on the floor, shattering it into pieces.
“So you think me a beast, boy?”
Dominique slowly backed away toward the door. It seemed his only hope was to somehow escape the nightmare he had walked into.
“Answer me!” His father wailed, throwing another glass to the floor. “Answer me now, boy!”
“No. No, Papa, you are no b-beast.” Tears fell from Dominique’s eyes of their own accord, streaking his face with the salty wetness of death.
In a flash, his father was behind him, locking the doors. The music crescendoed again. The finale—he could hear it; he could see it in his mind’s eye.
“Well, boy. Why don’t you go ahead and play. Play for me, play for your dead mother, and your wicked teacher. Play for us all!” His shout vibrated off Dominique’s ears like he’d been shot himself. His father thrust his hands into the air as if directing some invisible choir.
He was mad! The teacher’s body lay ever so lightly across his mother’s; he needed to step over them in order to get to the piano. In that moment, Dominique knew he would die, knew that he would never get to play with other little boys. The cold stream by his house wouldn’t get any use, for he would be dead, and dead little boys did not swim in cold streams.
With a deep breath, Dominique sat at the piano and began to play the melody.
His funeral march.
His benediction.
“Ah, such music is so pleasing. It is so sweet, Dominique, it nearly makes me ache with want, which is apparently what your witch of a mother was aching with. Don’t you agree?”
Dominique continued to play, tears blurring his vision. Perhaps a servant would hear the music and think it odd? His mind rejected the notion. It was impossible, for he was often playing music through the night. But this night was unlike any other.
As he finished the song, his father yelled, “Keep playing!”
So Dominique continued to play and shook as he did so. He repeated the same song, for there was no other melody in his head he could find. His father came up behind him, casting a shadow in the candlelight.
“For your sins, for the sins of your mother, I will punish you, once and for all! May you never play again.”
With a curse, his father snatched the candelabra from its perch on the piano and poured hot wax and fire onto Dominique’s hands. When Dominique screamed in anguish and tried to pull away, his father merely held his hands next to Dominique’s, taking the punishment with him, Dominique’s struggles nothing for the giant man. His hatred was so deep that he would rather hurt himself and his son than not give any punishment whatsoever.
With a curse, his father threw him to the ground and marched over to the fireplace, taking Dominique’s sheets of music with him.
“No! Papa, no!” Dominique wailed, for he had worked his entire existence on those songs. They were his everything. With a sneer his father threw them into the fire.
“Follow them into the fires of Perdition for all I care.”
With a scream, Dominique charged his father, his blistered hands reached into the flames, grasping at the remnants of the music. It wasn’t until his hands hit the scorching heat that he noticed his father was holding them there as well.
A scream would not come, though Dominique tried. The blackness enveloped him, and he felt once and for all, he had truly died.

****

15 years later

The carriage dipped, jolting Dominique from his nightmare. Always the same. Always that cursed song. Why was he never given respite? He looked down at his hands, covered by his gloves and never to be seen by the outside world. For their hideous scars were the stuff of legends and dark fairy tales. Surely the girl sitting across from him would expire on the spot if she saw what gruesome brutalities lay beneath his tortured gloves.
With a sigh, he leaned his head back against the leather of the seat. Had he done the right thing in taking her? Now he wasn’t so sure.
He looked across the carriage. His gaze rested on the young girl. Isabelle was her name. Or, in his mind, Belle, for the music surrounding her was true beauty, nothing he had ever seen in his lifetime.
The carriage dipped again and the young beauty opened her eyes. “Are we there yet, my lord?”
“No.” Dominique despised conversation of any type, especially with a woman. He hadn’t any experience with the lot of them unless he needed to satisfy his beastly needs and even then, he never looked at their faces, never kissed them, and never took off his gloves. Women were good for only one thing. Besides that, they could not be trusted. They were full of betrayal and lies.
The young maiden licked her rose-colored lips and pushed her lustrous brown hair away from her face. “Are we close then?”
“Why?” he asked, irritated with her questions. Was she to plague him the entire trip?
“I’m thirsty.” She looked embarrassed; her hands were shaking just slightly. Blast, the girl was probably cold too. What did she think he was about? Being her nursemaid?
“We’ll arrive soon enough.” He cut off the conversation by looking out the window, so desperate was he to get the girl to stop talking, or at least stop staring at him the way she was, with such curiosity and contempt.
“Why did you take me?”
Dominique took a deep breath then turned his gaze back to the girl. Her piercing blue eyes made him desperate for her to stop looking at him. If there was one trait he was always constant on, it was his honesty. So he told her the truth, not because he was being kind, but because it was the only positive characteristic he had. After all, his mother had lied, his father had betrayed him and his music hadn’t saved him at all. Honesty, it seemed, was his only mistress.
With a deep breath, he answered, “Because the minute I gazed upon you, the music changed.”

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Summer Snippets: Beguiling Bridget


Six Sentences:  


“Truly, you have a rapier sharp wit, my lady. Pray tell, how do you do it?”


“I read, my lord,” she replied. “I daresay none of the women of your prior acquaintance can boast such.”

“Indeed,” he said, eyeing her with a hint of doubt in his own charms. That ought to finish him. A couple of well placed poisoned darts in his more than adequate ego and he would be but a memory of this tedious night.


BLURB: 


Driven to distraction by the redhead across the room, Anthony Benson barely hears the terms of his brother’s challenge before agreeing to them.

No matter. It will be easy. Viscount Maddox has never had any problem impressing the ladies. And four weeks is more than enough time to win over this so obviously neglected wallflower.

But things are never as easy as they seem.

The lady has lofty aspirations. And not one of them includes love or marriage. Especially not with an arrogant and self-assured playboy like the viscount. No matter how attractive he may be.


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Thursday, July 19, 2012

What's New?

We have some great books that have released this week. Check them out!




Price: $1.99
Buy it from the publisher HERE.

Driven to distraction by the redhead across the room, Anthony Benson barely hears the terms of his brother’s challenge before agreeing to them.

No matter. It will be easy. Viscount Maddox has never had any problem impressing the ladies. And four weeks is more than enough time to win over this so obviously neglected wallflower.

But things are never as easy as they seem.

The lady has lofty aspirations. And not one of them includes love or marriage. Especially not with an arrogant and self-assured playboy like the viscount. No matter how attractive he may be.



Price: $2.99

Buy it from the publisher HERE.

Love is family…

The McGee family is devastated when their beloved patriarch, Justin, suffers a heart attack. Having lost their mother too soon, Ryan and Sean can only pray for their father’s recovery.


Love is endless…


Justin knows how much his children love and need him, but he's tired and they have families of their own now. Watching his sons with their wives is bittersweet for him, because it makes him miss his beloved Beth all the more. Not a day goes by when he doesn't think about her... want to be with her.


Love is timeless…

And suddenly, she's there. With him, beside him in some strange way he doesn't understand. But speaking and reminiscing with her about the day they met and how they fell in love seems more real than the heartbroken family holding vigil at his bedside.

Love is abiding…

Justin's love for Beth has only strengthened over their years apart and he's longed for the time when he'd see her again. Finally, that time is here. Who has the greater claim on him, his family… his grandchildren… or the love of his life? 



Price: $2.99

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Persephone Richards is in a pinch. With a wrecked car and bills stacking up, the income from her job at the daycare isn’t enough. Mark Lawrence needs a sitter for his little girl and Persephone is perfect for the job. What begins as an employment opportunity leads to romance. However, a secret Persephone hides threatens the happy ever after and puts the three of them in danger. 

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

What's New?

It's release day at Astraea Press. Check out the great books we have for you today! :)

Price: $2.99

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Life has returned to normal for Rae Davenport. She and Logan Conner are finally together. The nightmarish dreams have stopped, and she's happier than she's been in a long time...or so she seems.

A grave mistake is made when Rae and Logan return to the beach where it all began. Now it's Rae's turn to save Logan. Can she do so before she loses him forever?











Price: $0.99

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If they take you, you don't come back. You either die...or wish you had.  The Western Empire was ruthless. The only reason I survived was because he gave his life for me--a life that might as well have been mine, for when they stole his last heartbeats, they silenced my own.  They call me princess, an answer to the prophecy, but I’m nothing more than a prisoner...awaiting my lifelong punishment. Marriage. To the Prince of the East. But it’s the Royal Protector who reminds me of what I lost. He threatens something I never thought I'd have again...my heart.


Tuesday, May 29, 2012

What's New?

It's release day at Astraea Press. Come see what we have for you!



 Price: $2.99

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Blurb:

Darien and Tai Oceina have not been married for long, but already they have one of the most complicated relationships and it hasn't even been a year yet. He is the leader of a nation and a dragon. She is carrying their first child who is supposed to be “the answer”. As Darien dives further into the politics of his people, a wedge is driven deeper between him and his wife.


Twin brothers Jason and Matthias Inero were always inseparable. For the first time in their lives they are apart from each other. Matt continues to do the will of their father, the corrupted Dragon Lord of the Inero, while Jason has fled with his bride to an island where he can forget about everything. Or try to. Being possessed by a demon makes that hard to achieve, and as the creature fights to control his body, Jason discovers a lot of shocking truths about his lineage and destiny.

The two worlds of fire and water collide as both dragon tribes prepare for war with the other. Matthias is determined to crush Darien's people. Only an ancient spell will give Darien enough power to fight back and have any hope at winning. The spell is complicated however and requires all four dragon tribes to work together in harmony. Something that is a lot easier said than done.







 Price: $3.99

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Blurb:

"I release you..." were the last words Rosalind remembered before her world went black. Stefan, the future duke of Montmouth, no doubt thought his words were welcomed but he couldn't have been more wrong.  Oh, he was handsome as a pagan Norse god, but that was unimportant when her life as well as those of her family hung in the balance.


With less than six weeks left, Rosalind has stopped believing in the fairy tale, the prince on the white horse, and the stolen kiss that would awaken her from her worst nightmares. Resigned to her fate, she waits for the inevitable curse to run it’s course.

"We must marry at once!" Stefan declared, fully expecting Rosalind to be delighted that he had come to save her, but he was sorely mistaken.  Rosalind was no simpering docile female; she was a fiery temptress with a stubborn streak only matched by his horse, Samson. Insulting, infuriating, intoxicating and alluring enough to drive a man mad.  Stefan found himself thankful for the curse that required him marry her, thankful for the betrothal contract he had so recently tried to release her from...With the fortitude of a sailor shipwrecked, abandoned, and a solider warring for his life Stefan  decides to lay siege to the greatest prize,  Rosalind's heart.






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Blurb:

Gryff’s orders lay unopened on the table.

The silent tension caused Gem to bite her lip. She tucked a loose strand of auburn hair behind her ear and shifted uneasily in the chair. Wide-eyed, Gryff sat stiffly beside her, regarding the envelope. He was like a statue—hands on his knees—staring interminably at the table.

Finally, Gem cleared her throat. Gryff jolted as if in a daze and turned to look at her. A look of uncertainty hung in his eyes. She swallowed the dry, sticky taste in her mouth and reached for his hand. It felt cold…clammy. Gem could feel the faint tremor of his fear radiating through his fingers. She took Gryff's hand between her own and squeezed, trying to infuse heat and reassurance at the same time.

"Sometimes they come back," Gem's voice was barely a whisper. It was a feeble attempt, but she was grasping at straws here.

Everyone knows.

They don't come back. Never whole, anyway. Most likely, this was goodbye. Gem knew it. Gryff knew it.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

What's New?


It's release day at Astraea Pres and we have some great books for you today! Check them out!


Price: $0.99


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Blurb:

The Season has only just begun, but already Ambrose Benson Earl of Hawthorne is bored. That is, until his brother offers him a challenge. Something worthy of his particular talents.
The object: The girl hiding behind the potted plants: the one in the horrible dress.
The Goal: Turn her into the envy of the ton. A lady suitable for a duke.
But there is just something about the lady. In spite of all her social misgivings, something inexplicably draws him in, making him want to waltz with the wallflower.















Price: $2.99

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Blurb:

hillip Crawford, the eighth Earl of Rawlings and notorious rake of the ton, has come to the end of his rope. Out of money, out of favor, and out of luck, he wanders the streets of London in the rain, hoping to be hit by inspiration...or a runaway carriage. Something has to give. It is his father's final cruel trick to hold his inheritance just out of reach, requiring him to marry by his next birthday in order to claim his full rights as earl. His step-mother refuses to offer him any more support. With no money, no prospects and no other place to turn, he has only two options:

Marriage or debtor's prison.

The better choice seems clear enough, but with his name and reputation being attacked daily in the society papers, there's not a proper lady in all of London desperate enough to accept him. It isn't going to be easy, even if the reports of his exploits and rakish lifestyle are greatly exaggerated.

On the other hand, debtor's prison does start to look much more appealing when the only friends he has left decide to help him in his search for the perfect bride. Matters become much more complicated when the only woman who shows an interest in him just happens to be the young sister-in-law of the Duke of Tempest; the same man who, just months ago, had been tempted to kill him.

One thing is for certain, as the Season draws to an end, Lord Rawlings will have to decide once and for all, if his wicked ways are enough to bring him contentment in life, or if a leopard really can change his spots. Or in Phillip's case—can a devil truly be redeemed?

Friday, October 7, 2011

The Ugly Duckling Debutante



Blurb
Since childhood Sara has lived with the reality of being ugly. Something her awful family never ceased to remind her. After her sisters run off to Gretna Green, she's left with one choice—go to London and take their place for a Season. It's up to her to marry well and save her family from financial ruin.
A distant aunt decides it’s in her best interest to sponsor Sara for the season and help her snag a husband by any means possible.
Nicholas Devons, Earl of Renwick, is a retired rake and consequently bored with life. He’s given up beautiful women and carnal pleasures. Desperation makes him decide to give his massive fortune away and marry the first country girl he sees.
Lucky for Sara she's that girl. Unlucky for Nicholas, he's to be her new tutor in the ways of the ton. Two waltzes, one masquerade, a violent carriage ride, and two duckless ponds later.... and all that's left is a fun twist on one of the oldest stories ever told.

Monday, May 30, 2011

Character Monday: LOVE and HATE---the fine line we make


In writing the characters for Every Girl Does It, I wanted to play with the line of love and hate and see if I could add a heavy dose of humor to go with it.

My favorite stories are ones where the main characters fall in love inspite of themselves. Don’t get me wrong, I love stories where people fall in love like normal human beings, but the type of romance that gets my blood pumping is the kind where the two main characters can’t stand each other. Usually, this dislike stems from characters that are extremely independent and confident, not to mention stubborn.

My main character Amanda is a control freak. She’s the girl that you’re friends with because she brings you out of your shell and makes you laugh. Her inappropriate remarks and self-deprecating humor are what draw you in—even if some of the things she does make you cringe. We’ve all had friends like this; the type of friends that you can only take in very small doses, but also the same type of friend that you know would go to prison for you.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Terrific Tuesday: New Releases Every Girl Does It and The Picture

I'm so freaking excited!
Tuesdays are exciting at the Astraea Press virtual offices because we love new releases. There is always a lot of work behind the scenes. The author, editors, cover artist, formatters and finally the boss lady who finishes it all up put 110% into every book. Tears are shed along with blood...virtual blood that is. (I'm kidding) and here are our two newest literary works of art.












Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Writer Wednesday: Six Steps To Sanity Every Author Needs To Know

Every writer goes through ups and downs, but I find that during those down times we are able to further refine our craft and learn about ourselves the most.Thus the reason I have come up with the six steps to sanity when writing is making you crazy, or as I like to put it six steps to sanity when writing makes you want to bang your head against the wall and cry. 

As a part time counselor I can honestly say that I have built my life around “steps” to sanity for my kids at school as well as for myself when I’m writing. In fact I’m a huge fan of lists just because it gives me a reference point, so in honor of counseling and writing I have put together a no fail list on how to stay sane.





Number 6: Laugh at yourself. Some say that laughter is the closest you will ever get to insanity. I am a firm believer that every single human being flirts with a very thin line when it comes to being sane and insane. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? Or maybe you’re the type of person that laughs by yourself then gets really self conscious because there’s nobody there to watch you? Or how about this, you’re having a rough day, you see the Starbucks sign and immediately feel a little laugh tear come to your eyes because, yes the green sign is on and yes Starbucks is in fact open and what’s that? Oh they know your name! Yes…Laughter, it heals all, and it’s good for the soul. Plus I have it on good authority that it helps you burn more calories. Well laughing and kissing are actually tied, but it’s probably not socially acceptable to go around kissing everyone you see…or maybe it is. Check back with me later.

Number 5: Eat. This one is actually quite simple. The first thing I do when I get emotional is count back to the last time I ate. As a writer its super easy to get so immersed in your story that you actually forget to feed your body. The opposite is also true; to overindulge on Krispy Kreme donuts because you’re story isn’t turning out how you want it to. Food is fuel. If you have no fuel you aren’t going to be writing your best and if you have the wrong fuel you might fall asleep at your computer with jelly donut on your face. And nobody wants to see that. That’s just sad. Eating carbohydrates is the easiest and quickest way to alleviate anxiety and depression as long as you control the urge to finish the entre loaf of bread or box of cookies.

Number 4: Don’t be OCD. This is like asking many authors not to breathe. I get that, trust me I really get that. Many of us obsess over our stories to where we actually end up believing the characters are real. Case in point after watching a few episodes of your favorite TV show you wake up in the middle of the night concerned over the shows main characters and if they will or will not end up together. Don’t laugh you know you’ve done it, we all have. You’re characters are real to you yes, and they are important, but don’t’ get so obsessed with them that you lose touch with reality. If this is something you’re not sure you struggle with then do a little test. If you find yourself in tears over what’s happening in your story more than five times a day, you need to back off, or if you go consume an entire box of ice cream because your main character dumped his girlfriend, yes you are too emotionally involved. Put the ice cream down and walk away. The point is, we all get obsessed, know your limits and know when it’s time to take a breather. Some of the best stories are the ones that are written without being re-read and edited. I know some of my best writing moments have been the times I wasn’t planning on writing anything spectacular.

Number 3: Take a compliment, especially when it’s deserved. It has been ingrained in our brains since childhood to never, ever take compliments. Society tells us that if we take a compliment and say thank you that we are in fact being conceited. Women are the worst at this. Someone compliments us and immediately the first thing we do is either downplay the compliment or give a compliment back to the person who just showered us with praise. I am here to say it’s okay to be great. It’s okay to be awesome. If someone says you’re a good writer, give yourself a high five and let it make your day! Don’t sit there and make excuses about the person giving the compliment, “oh they’re just being nice,” or “they must have read my book after drinking too much wine.” STOP! Let yourself be wonderful! If you are published you are published for a reason. Don’t hide your light just because you feel like you don’t deserve to shine.

Number 2: Write through it. We all get writers block and most of the time when we do get writers block we get really hard on ourselves. It’s normal to get it and its even more normal to get stuck in it because you start stressing yourself out. Think of writing as a running. You have a goal you want to reach as long as you keep running you’ll reach it. The same goes for writing, keep your goal in mind and just keep writing even if it’s one or two sentences, eventually you will go faster and you will reach your goal in time.

Number 1: Surround yourself with positive people. Nothing brings me down more than a negative person. Negative people are like leeches they suck all the life and happiness out of you especially if you are a happy person. Happy people can’t help but give off happy vibes meaning sometimes they attract negative people who need happy people to make them feel better about themselves. When you are writing you are very vulnerable because writing is a very personal thing. Make sure that those who critique your work are not people that are looking for ways to put you down. We become who we surround ourselves with so if you don’t like the company you keep sooner or later you won’t like your own reflection.  Humans are social creatures; we feed off of other people’s energy. One thing I’ve noticed about Astraea press authors is how positive and encouraging they are to one another. Never take that for granted. Hold on to it and let it rub off on you so you can in turn be an encouragement to other people.

And there you have it, my six steps to sanity. Very practical, some very elementary, but useful nonetheless in helping you on your journey to writing!



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Thank you Rachel for sharing those tips for sanity. I think these can apply to other areas as well.  Now check out Rachel Van Dyken's debut novel, Every Girl Does It,  with Astraea Press releasing soon.